I used to do a lot of training for people with powers, Judd.
[It's not a lot of a thing that he likes to remember. In part because he remembers that he left those people behind. That they could have needed him and he didn't stick with them. Didn't take Logan's offer, but that had been to be a student and after all he'd seen and been through, that was hardly going to work for him.]
I can figure it out, I know that. I just... I need to be able to use it without falling into a pit every time. I need to be about to shut it out. That's the hard part. Get me the shields. Help me learn to put them up and take them down. The rest I can probably figure out.
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[It's not a lot of a thing that he likes to remember. In part because he remembers that he left those people behind. That they could have needed him and he didn't stick with them. Didn't take Logan's offer, but that had been to be a student and after all he'd seen and been through, that was hardly going to work for him.]
I can figure it out, I know that. I just... I need to be able to use it without falling into a pit every time. I need to be about to shut it out. That's the hard part. Get me the shields. Help me learn to put them up and take them down. The rest I can probably figure out.