I'm willing to put in what time I need to get the core shielding ready then. And maybe after I can sometimes meet with you to train this? To get better? I want to be better at this.
[If this place is giving him this power, he wants to master it.]
Of course. [A beat.] Though we both might be "flying by the seat of our pants". As I was never trained around Ps-Psy, I'm unsure of their official training methods.
[Judd has no doubts that there's some level of inhumanity that was incorporated into it, given how the Psy had lost their compassion, but from what he could gather, it was nothing compared to what he and the other Arrows went through. For most non-martial designations, it appeared to just lack emotional support.]
I used to do a lot of training for people with powers, Judd.
[It's not a lot of a thing that he likes to remember. In part because he remembers that he left those people behind. That they could have needed him and he didn't stick with them. Didn't take Logan's offer, but that had been to be a student and after all he'd seen and been through, that was hardly going to work for him.]
I can figure it out, I know that. I just... I need to be able to use it without falling into a pit every time. I need to be about to shut it out. That's the hard part. Get me the shields. Help me learn to put them up and take them down. The rest I can probably figure out.
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[If this place is giving him this power, he wants to master it.]
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[Judd has no doubts that there's some level of inhumanity that was incorporated into it, given how the Psy had lost their compassion, but from what he could gather, it was nothing compared to what he and the other Arrows went through. For most non-martial designations, it appeared to just lack emotional support.]
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[It's not a lot of a thing that he likes to remember. In part because he remembers that he left those people behind. That they could have needed him and he didn't stick with them. Didn't take Logan's offer, but that had been to be a student and after all he'd seen and been through, that was hardly going to work for him.]
I can figure it out, I know that. I just... I need to be able to use it without falling into a pit every time. I need to be about to shut it out. That's the hard part. Get me the shields. Help me learn to put them up and take them down. The rest I can probably figure out.
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To say nothing of the fact he misses his family in general.]
I can get you there.
[He sounds pretty confident on that front.]
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Thank you. That means a lot. I'll find a way to repay you.
[He knows it isn't needed on Judd's side. It's needed on HIS.]
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Let me know when you're ready to begin again.
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[Because David's not the sort to give himself a break.]
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[Which he will somehow draw out longer than is necessary in order to make David take some proper rest.]